5/20/21 - Thursday

A good friend sent me a book this week.  It showed up in the mailbox yesterday.  I thought the gesture was very sweet and thoughtful, but was not in the mood to read at all yesterday.  I was a bit down in the dumps, to say the least.  However, I picked the book up today - and ended up reading the entire thing.  Now, mind you, it's not a really long book, but I was glued to it.  Chapter 12 turned my spirit around 180 degrees.  It spoke of 'falling and getting back up'.  Not physically, but mentally - and spiritually.  I fell hard yesterday, but you know what?  I picked myself up again today. Now, tomorrow morning when I go to the doctor to see about my foot and what's going on with my body, I may fall again.  But, that's ok.  I will get back up.  I will keep getting back up.  Not just for me, but for my family, my friends.  I have many people that love me, care about me, and even some of them appreciate my sense of humor.  Most of them won't admit that last part, tho.  Go figure.

So, stick with me people.  I'm not giving up yet.  I'm gonna fight this disease and deal with all the ups and downs along the way.  As long as I have my friends, family, and God - I can do this.  I. Can. Do. This.

I'm going to give it 100%.  You should, too.  Well, unless you're giving blood.  Yeah, well, then that's not such a good idea.


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