1/4/2022 -
It's Tuesday. This is the first time I've written since 12/20. At first, it was because I got busy. Lately, I just haven't been in the mood. I had a delightful Christmas with my family. All 3 girls came home with their entourages and they stayed enough days so that I didn't cry so much when they left this time. Two days after Christmas, we took our grandson, Warren (5-1/2) camping. Courtney came along and we all fit in the RV pretty well. I had a wonderful time and would do it all again. It was one of Warren's Christmas gifts (he requested it) and I know he had a good time. The smores helped a lot.....
The girls helped me get my Christmas decorations picked up and back in the attic for another year. My house is almost all put back together now. One room is a mess....
David and I went to a New Year's Eve party at a friend's house. It was the first time I've been out on New Year's since 1982. I'm petrified of the drunk drivers, but I did well this year. His house is out in the country a bit, so it was pretty easy. David and I danced, too. I can only last one dance (if the song's not too long), and then I have to sit out 2 songs before I can two-step again. It was worth it. While I was sitting, David was dancing with the single ladies, so it was win-win.
I'm making new files for 2022, which is something I often didn't think I was going to be around to do earlier this year. I made it to 2022! Now, I'm just making more doctor appointments. Oh, well. It is, what it is. In fact, I go to the hospital tomorrow for an out-patient procedure on my back. I have another in 2 weeks, also. I see my oncologist, I have blood work at my Internist office for my thyroid, and I pick up my new cancer drug tomorrow. Turns out, it's $3100 for 28 days because I'm starting a new year. Great was to start the new year, right? And, I don't even know if I'll be able to tolerate it. Maybe I should ask for 1 week at a time. Whatcha' think?
My ribs are healing. Turns out I broke 3 of them when I fell while at the cruise terminal in November. It's called a brachial plexus injury. I broke my fall with my left arm and I'm in such good health that it snapped 3 ribs. I'm just that special. Someone asked me if I didn't feel it. I felt it. I didn't think I broke 3 ribs, tho! I guess that's one of the benefits of being in pain all the time. One more injury doesn't add much to the threshold. However, come to think of it, I can't think of any other benefit to being in pain all the time, so disregard that last sentence.
I turned my spinal stimulator off. It was making it difficult to walk because of the sensation in my right knee and it's not helping my back at all any longer. I can't stand very long now, so hopefully the procedure tomorrow will help me.
My spirits go up and down with every test result they send. I seem to be going in the wrong direction too many times. Perhaps I just need more time to heal from this past year. Patience, patience.
The new year brings about resolutions. They are a yearly bet with yourself to see how long it takes you to fail. I decided not to make any this year. Win-win.
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